Nerdy Thoughts

The random ramblings of a 22yr old girl from Maryland. Sometimes I write poetry, draw or create things out of clay. I play video games and tend to focus more on that aspect in my drawings. I also love writing about video games so maybe you'll catch something on here about that? :) Thanks for stopping by.

Thoughts like the energizer bunny

Ever have a day where your mind just won’t stop, and all you can beg for is a moment where you’re not thinking about something? Well today, was that day. Work was crazy, as it has been the past few weeks. I can’t really complain, job security is a great thing I suppose?

What’s funny is my one way to release the stress of life, my one way of making all of these random thoughts make sense just doesn’t make sense anymore. Anything that I write sounds and looks sloppy, just like everything else in my life is becoming.

The looming feeling of always being alone begins to haunt me. Sure, I live in a house by myself, but I have pets…I thought that counted for something. Clearly though, having a dog and a cat doesn’t do much for my social sanity.

I don’t really have friends around anymore, not ones where we have much in common anyway. People have grown up and moved on, while I still sit here…unmarried, and without a child. Both of those things are plus’s in my eyes, because I’m not exactly ready for the challenge of either. 

I suppose I’ll end my rant for now, as there is always another day to sulk in my own problems, lol.  Hopefully soon I’ll have more to say in the gaming department, as that is what this blog was truly meant for. Sometimes though, you’ve just gotta let it out.

Success means having the courage, the determination, and the will to become the person you believe you were meant to be.

Have to start somewhere

I figured I would start my first actual “post” with information about me. What better to post about, right? Wrong. I am TERRIBLE at describing myself. In a nutshell I am a fun-loving, outgoing, imaginative, creative individual. I like to think at times that I can be funny and I feel as if all of my friends can count on me to be there when they need a shoulder to lean on. 

As previously mentioned in this blog, I am 22yrs old and obviously haven’t lived THAT long of a life but it’s been pretty great thus far. I have an amazing mother, an annoying brother (as usual?) and a great boyfriend. I go to college for Network Management and like being crafty on the side. :P

I’m a gamer, though I don’t get cocky about my skills usually…I think I’m a pretty hardcore gamer and can hold my own in just about any game (as long as I’ve played it at least once). I mainly play on PS3 and I tend to play my MMOs on PC (sorry pals, I’m not the biggest 360 fan >.>). 

I write a lot of poetry which I will probably post on here from time to time, but I haven’t written much of anything lately. The words just don’t make sense to me, so why would they make sense to anyone else? Ah well. I may actually end up posting some of my old poetry on here as well, which I’ll make a note whether its old or new so I don’t confuse anyone.

Other than that I can’t really think of much to say. I love taking pictures so I’ll probably post those too. Well, off for now I suppose. Thanks for reading. <3

Hello, butterfly! (A picture I took while in Gettysburg)

Hello, butterfly! (A picture I took while in Gettysburg)

When we collide we come together.

tumblrbot asked: WHERE WOULD YOU MOST LIKE TO VISIT ON YOUR PLANET?

I would most like to visit Japan.